I have never really thought of myself being an angry person.I would usually do whatever I could to try and help someone out,nor did I do anything that would hurt someones feelings,or I would try as hard as I couldn't to. Each month [http://www.advancedwomenshealthcenter.com/ small blue arrow] we struggle to get by but I really did not protest. I was just happy that we did have the money to pay for our bills and have a place to reside although we scarcely had enough to survive on after paying the bills. Meditation is extremely much needed in most peoples lives, undoubtedly about that.
Even after all that I didn't get angry,That changed last week.I really had to reflect to myself when I went with my sister to the doctor last week.My sister is just a quite difficult worker.She never misses work until it is completely necessary.Last year my sister had become tired and eventually after being so weak she went towards the doctor.He put her in the hospital and gave her 4 bags of blood and said she'd pneumonia.
I just could not understand how can you lose blood with pneumonia.As I meditated considering this past year I was not prepared to hear what the physician was planning to say as my sister and I were driving to the doctor.You see my sister got sick again. She almost collapsed at work and was taken to the hospital.This time she needed 5 bags of blood.She would keep telling me she was anemic.After a medical facility did a ct scan on her they said she needed to go to her lung doctor immediately.That is where my brother and I were going.
My brother never wants me to worry therefore she never told me anything and did not want me to go in-the room with her when she went in to see the doctor.After I meditated on this I decided once they called her name I would go right back with her,and that's just what I did.The physician came in and you can see immediately the matter on his face.He starting reading the outcome of her ct scan.He was reading anything about her lungs.
He discussed some thing growing in her nodules and spreading to her lymph nodes.He was not saying it was cancer but I knew by what he was reading it was. I didn't want to discourage my brother therefore meditating to myself while he was talking I asked what does all of this mean? In the place of asking is it cancer I questioned could it be cancer?
His response was yes mam.She has to go for a biopsy in-a couple of days to see how far it's progressed.I really find myself angry at this time because she's never smoked each day in her life,And here she's 49 years of age with lung cancer.So as opposed to worrying for another couple of days and getting angry,I basically practice yoga by hoping that lord please treat my sister.Advanced Women's Health Center 8501 Brimhall Road #300 Bakersfield CA, 93312 (661) 410-2942
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